Outer examination of feelings

It’s been some time
That I have been wanting
To express what is going on inside me
Not a long time – a couple of days only

I wanted to scream out
The words lingering inside me
The ideas that I am failing to put in sentences
Maybe I can express them in sounds
Audible, meaningless sounds
Bringing out the lunatic in me

My brain is packed with thoughts and emotions
Or maybe it is just my psychotic hormonal state
I spend too much analyzing
What goes on inside
That I let the days slide by

I am loosing track of time
Forgetting to enjoy the little things
Such as sunshine
And the amazing people I surround myself with
Till when will the fast forward pace drag?